its better that u dont know.

One of the things that i have come to learn living here is that,
sometimes, it's better that you don't understand what people are saying about/to you.

 

taken during recess

quote

What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.

Just hope i wont be destroyed..

 

taken during an afternoon walk

The Dark PriZe.

Finally! After 7 months (if im not mistaken..) of waiting! It finally landed inside Metz's Virgin's store!
i didnt buy it on the internet, didnt download the dvdrip version of it and deny the lust to took it from friend's pc.
It bought my heart when it feeds my 2 senses in Aix's cinema last summer, since then, i knew,
i would only see it again on a dvd i'll soon buy in France.
Its the only way for me to honor such an incredible work of art.

Months after months of relentless waiting..
and i had almost given up a few times..

But ca vaut le coup.
And perfect timing too, just after i finish my exam,
the only regret is i have given back the big tv to my senior.
i didnt want to buy the dvd on the net, not just bcoz of the high transportation cost, but i want it 2 b d first dvd i ever bought in France.
Well, tht didnt came true coz after my friend seduce me to buy 3 dvds a few weeks ago which cost only 5euros each..
Anyway, this one cost me like 25euros and it came with a tshirt(which im wearing right now!) with an additional cost of 1euro.

the feeling of getting sumthin u have been waiting for for a very long time..
totally worth it.

Probably his last article.

i pray that Raja Petra will not be ISAed.
i have followed his articles since mid of 2007.
i never met him in person, but through his articles, he has come so close to my heart.
He enlightens me and change my perspective on certain matter.
i hate myself for not being able to be as good as him.
He was and will forever be my mentor, my great unsung hero.


taken from the latest article:

"I was given an option. Take the money and become rich or go to jail. I refused the money and instead chose jail. This is my choice and no one can convince me to do otherwise. No doubt I will have to pay for this and it will be a heavy price that I shall have to pay. But this is the price of the struggle and the price does not come cheap."

"I shall not submit. I shall resist till the end. I stand on right and I oppose what is wrong. Amar makruf, nahi munkar."

"I shall no longer open my mouth or utter one word during my detention. I shall maintain the silence of a mute person. I shall not sign any documents of the so many documents that they make you sign when under detention. My signature is not going to be placed on a single shred of paper.

By doing so would mean none of my family members or lawyers would have access to me. Yes, that is the price I shall pay for ‘not cooperating’. I know this and I am prepared for it.

I shall refuse all medical treatment and visits to the hospital. I shall refuse to accept any food and water supplied by the Kamunting authorities. I shall refuse to leave my cell or to meet any of the prison authorities. In short, I shall shut myself out from the world and keep to my own world of my eight feet square cell.

This action will mean I shall survive at the most seven to eight days."

"Death is not the end. Death is but the beginning. It is the beginning of a new journey that none of us can escape and will one day embark upon. It is not something to be sad about. It is something to rejoice."

Total Surprise!

today is just awesome.

My friends gave me a surprise birthday party.

i never had one.
infact i cnt remember the last time there was a birthday party,except during my childhood, lol!

i received a lot of wishes from my friends in Malaysia n France n my brit friends here gave me a card.

things r getting better in my life ^_^

Holiday has come to its death.

i just need more time..


but time is moving at its own pace..


i drank redbull,
have inserted more caffeine in my blood stream,
still..




i need to be in control..


For now,
i have 4works tht i need to finish.


i just need to put them all on my table,


and make myself believe that im like John Nash, a genius.


i think i can do tht.

a Bug.

thanks to my friend Habib who had alerted me,
there's a bug for leaving a comment. damn it..
i never tested it before. (well, i never thought of leaving a comment to my own post...)
Well, now its fix.

Thanks Habib for informing it.

Why Sultan, Why?

Sultan Perak,
i dunt c how he can b bought.

but base on his decision, it kind of looks like he's desperate and has to bow down to BN.

What did Najib said to him?
They didnt gain majority in Perak, the number of Adun is 28-28.
So, why Sultan made such a decision??

WHY??

i sure hope its not about money,
bcoz rakyat is in rage now..

funny to c tht when PR took over Perak, first time a party other than the BN took power over that state, the sworn in went smoothly, but now tht BN comes back, there were huge protest by few thousand ppl which were fought by tear gases from the police.
Kind of like when Bush went into power where he were celebrated with ppl unsatisfied with his winning.
The emotion of the ppl r so clear here.

Is this how BN wants to come back in power?

Y the Sultan dont want to let the PR MB to dissolve the state assembly and let the ppl decide.
Power to the people right?
Why wont he let it??!

This is sumthin tht i dont think i would ever understand,
and i believe it has sumthin to do with what Najib said during his little 'visit' to the Sultan.

oh ya, i just watch bulletin utama at tv3.com.
OH MY GOD...

ITS LIKE UTUSAN JUNIOR.

BN is seriously desperate now.
They're using any power and manner possible to make sure their power stability.

Its too obvious. they r no more playing it nice (well, atleast not like now..),
they're going full steam ahead to make sure PR's not the ppl's favor anymore.
to think tht PAS can only use Harakah for their manifesto long time ago, and were harshly condemned by UMNO for its purpose.. but now..

With all the things that have been happening, its just too OBVIOUS.
Desperate UMNO trying desperately to postpone their inevitable death.

Mind u, a minister came to the south of France (which i think using government's money coz he visits the students) along with his family, made a big speech about how student shouldnt go againt UMNO. WAT THE??
Use ppl's money, for their own propaganda.
the whole family trip, just to tell student not to have different opinion than theirs, which r base on having a stable power.

i urge any body who's reading this, not to base your judgement on Msia's politic through the mainstream media anymore.

Our pillar

The pillar that we build needs to be strong.

Also, admit our mistake and be stern about it.