while waiting for sum files being backed up

i did sum hack of a programming today, i think it goes to 5 pages of A4 paper.
The result, not really what i wanted, but my colleague was impressed enough and ask whether i learn it in my uni. Ofcourse i didnt.. i learn it all right there at my work place.. heheh.


Im impressed with this new innovation with toothbrush. Its a new approach towards a better cleaning those teeth. Its flexible so it really follows the form of your jaw. its a great technique isnt?

Laksana Adely memegang payung.

Hari ni, aku balik kerja cam biasa, awal skit dr planning sbb nk beli brg dapur seket kat Carrefour. Hujan antara renyai2 dn lebat gila babeng, cuaca dh gelap hanya diterangi lampu jln dn lampu kreta, aku pun kluarkn la payung brtuahku..
Lepas 5min camtu jln , angin start jadi gagah. Aku pun brtahan dgn payungku yg ku anggap tidak kurang kegagahannya. Jarak da lagi 15min jln kaki. Punya la aku brtahan meredah angin kuat dgn payung ku dlm hujan di tepi jalan dimana kreta asyik berdesum.
Aku notice dlm 8 rangka payungku, 4 dh lingkup, jarak dh nk dekat, 4 out of 8, 50%!, Payung ku boleh lulus! Seket ja lagi!
Carrefour dh kat depan ku, tetiba..
Pus..
Payungku patah dua..
Angin menang. Mmg salahku cuba tuk mncabar kewibawaan beliau.
Payung tu still boleh serve its purpose so aku ambil balik yg dh trcabut n dgn selambany pegang as if iany payung yg normal spt org kebykn guna. Cuma tongkatnya pendek n brbentuk sedikit kurang normal.

Setibanya aku di carrefour, aku tinggalkn payung trsebut d luar dn setelah selesai, alangkah trkejutnya aku, payung trsebut masih di tempat asal.
Lalu, aku yg bijak ini continue mnggunakn payung trsebut tuk purpose nya sampaila bas sampai.. (bus stop yg aku guna tu lak xda bumbung..)

inilah dia hasil dr kajian menguji kekuatan angin pada mlm ini.. Harap anda hayati dgn penuh pedoman..

Sblm aku gi rehat, ttba trasa nk hambik gmbr table aku, so ni la dia.. Atleast da gak kenangan nanti..

How bout national geographic?

u have to be careful on what u feed your brain with.

After a certain period with the right stuff fed, u'll be able to control ur imagination, be more realistic, thus appreciating ur present more.

The result, u'll be focusing more on ur present.

oh yeah!

Primarily anxiety and guilt keep us from focusing on the present.

If you are true to yourself in every moment, confidently living out who you are, there is no fear of rejection from others, no fear of being “caught” doing something you would feel bad about, no fear of having to measure up to standards others impose on you

im trying to live in the present or i will loose a lot of things. -That's Goood..

It was a long journey on the train..

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Politics in Msia, probably even before 1988, is not about what's right and wrong, but its about to walk in the corridor of power.

U can lay all your ideologies n agenda, but the truth is, its all about holding the power. UMNO is the winning political party due to the genius of their leaders before.

Long time ago, i heard that PAS would dissolve itself if UMNO is to apply Islamic principales in its governance.

Why is this?

the phrase "Politics is dirty" is true as any true fact can be, especially in UMNO. But it doesnt say that politics is a wrong thing. Sure its dirty, but who said anything about it being the wrong thing u might want to get urself into?

In UMNO, no matter u came with an honest vision to bring prosperity to the country, u have to get ur hand dirty to be on the top.
Thats just the way it is. Politics is dirty.

So what if u're a religious person, and u see bad administration is at work. u want to change things but nobody listen to u, atleast not the ones at the top. U want to go to the top urself and make some real changes but with the rules of the controlling party which u need to get ur hand dirty first, u cant. Plus, in UMNO, if u disagree with the leader or act indifferently from their hard core culture, u'll never get the green light to go up and risked of getting kicked out, so u have to endured silent and just-obey till u get d position u want (like the great attempt by Anwar). When there is a group of people in this condition, u have yourself; PAS.

But does it make PAS a real political party? Do they have what it takes to really governing our country and ensure its economical stability as well as other prospects? Atleast it started with the question of right and wrong, i dont think they were really contesting to grab the power but merely wanting their voice to be heard. If not why make such a statement about dissolving if UMNO is to follow what they want? but like i said, if i have to guess, i'ld say political condition being just about to held the controlling power started in 1988 when the new UMNO was borned. This new UMNO came by misleading people into thinking they are the same party that help this country to achieve its independance. Their general assembly banner dated back even before it was founded, until now, is a lie and by law, it is a crime. Argue as u may, the real reason of giving the same name is to gain people support, no matter if its a bit of lying. Thus showing their real agenda..

PKR wont even emerge if not because of Anwar, so what is his agenda?
Again he played the 'what's right and wrong' cards. But he was more brutal, his attention was clear, to topple the dominance. Promising a better tomorrow, he was sincere in showing his true agenda which is again; to held the power..

U have to held the governing power in order to do whats right n deleting whats wrong. That is so comical.

U can do what is right in your mind no matter who u r. If u are honest with yourself and really want to uphold righteousness, people will give the respect and the support u need. U may not end up at the highest peak in the political hierarchy, but your true intention will inspire more people in a good way than those with high political title. In long run, you'll be a legend.

Politics in Msia is not about doing what is right n preventing what is wrong, it is about holding the power. One single word, Power.

my own reflection

On a normal morning, i'll take a half hour train, a 10 minute bus and 20mins walking.
Same thing when i go back except i dont have to walk that long but more waiting time and on the train ride the windows become mirror-like because of the darkness outside. So i have a good long time looking at myself through out the journey. What i want to point out is tht, the eyes reflected back, are a very empty pair of eyes. Why and for how long..