i care so less about a lot of things it seems..

Awesome moment

What's awesome is when we're

Studying ourselves in somebody else's body

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words to remind us

"Malays still look to the palace and the government for their salvation, non-Malays depend more upon themselves, their hard work and wits. The result? Non-Malays are succesful economically while Malays have only their royal titles and court fineries to show off on sultan's birthdays. Turns out that those exalted titles and honorifics could also be had (and more easily too!) through economic favors.

Cultural values can change, many non-Malays today are also aspiring Malay nights wannabes, willingly spending hundreds of thousands of dollars bribing royal courtiers in order to secure these fancy titles and the chance to put on those ornate Malay court attires."

-M. Bakri Musa

continue of "It was a long journey on the train"

Before, i wrote about politics not about doing what's right n wrong, they just play that card to hold the great power of heading the administration. Now, i have to add this one on. PR slam Penang's opposition leader, Datuk Azhar Ibrahim for his 'bad' gesture. i know Azhar, he live behind my house, my mom is a gud friend of his wife n i used to go to his house when i was still in schul. He was suspended from an assembly meeting just because he refused to apologize to Sim Tze Tzin (PKR) for saying the word 'kerat' to some PR assemblymen. Sim said he was only asking for a simple apology. He was also accused of showing his butt when he bent to take his beg.
WHAT THE??

Oh... PR is all gud n everything, but what's this? Before in power, they were lamenting non-stop about freedom of speech n expression tht has been taken away by the government, n now tht they're on the top, what exactly r they doing?
So what if this Azhar guy said something tht annoys them, everyone does whether they intend to or not. It's his right to express his feeling right? The very right u guys were lamenting about not having. Cant u just forgive him n get along with it? Y the need to go so far for your highly demanded simple apology? What u guys r doing is exactly what the UMNO did when they're in power.

"Azhar later told reporters in the lobby that his ejection was a “conspiracy” to keep him from criticising the PR administration."

Alas, those who has grabbed the power, became the very people they were opposing before.
Its a sad thing, but politics truly is just about grabbing that high seat. And the people r the fool thinking that these people would bring a better wind to them..

while waiting for sum files being backed up

i did sum hack of a programming today, i think it goes to 5 pages of A4 paper.
The result, not really what i wanted, but my colleague was impressed enough and ask whether i learn it in my uni. Ofcourse i didnt.. i learn it all right there at my work place.. heheh.


Im impressed with this new innovation with toothbrush. Its a new approach towards a better cleaning those teeth. Its flexible so it really follows the form of your jaw. its a great technique isnt?

Laksana Adely memegang payung.

Hari ni, aku balik kerja cam biasa, awal skit dr planning sbb nk beli brg dapur seket kat Carrefour. Hujan antara renyai2 dn lebat gila babeng, cuaca dh gelap hanya diterangi lampu jln dn lampu kreta, aku pun kluarkn la payung brtuahku..
Lepas 5min camtu jln , angin start jadi gagah. Aku pun brtahan dgn payungku yg ku anggap tidak kurang kegagahannya. Jarak da lagi 15min jln kaki. Punya la aku brtahan meredah angin kuat dgn payung ku dlm hujan di tepi jalan dimana kreta asyik berdesum.
Aku notice dlm 8 rangka payungku, 4 dh lingkup, jarak dh nk dekat, 4 out of 8, 50%!, Payung ku boleh lulus! Seket ja lagi!
Carrefour dh kat depan ku, tetiba..
Pus..
Payungku patah dua..
Angin menang. Mmg salahku cuba tuk mncabar kewibawaan beliau.
Payung tu still boleh serve its purpose so aku ambil balik yg dh trcabut n dgn selambany pegang as if iany payung yg normal spt org kebykn guna. Cuma tongkatnya pendek n brbentuk sedikit kurang normal.

Setibanya aku di carrefour, aku tinggalkn payung trsebut d luar dn setelah selesai, alangkah trkejutnya aku, payung trsebut masih di tempat asal.
Lalu, aku yg bijak ini continue mnggunakn payung trsebut tuk purpose nya sampaila bas sampai.. (bus stop yg aku guna tu lak xda bumbung..)

inilah dia hasil dr kajian menguji kekuatan angin pada mlm ini.. Harap anda hayati dgn penuh pedoman..

Sblm aku gi rehat, ttba trasa nk hambik gmbr table aku, so ni la dia.. Atleast da gak kenangan nanti..

How bout national geographic?

u have to be careful on what u feed your brain with.

After a certain period with the right stuff fed, u'll be able to control ur imagination, be more realistic, thus appreciating ur present more.

The result, u'll be focusing more on ur present.

oh yeah!

Primarily anxiety and guilt keep us from focusing on the present.

If you are true to yourself in every moment, confidently living out who you are, there is no fear of rejection from others, no fear of being “caught” doing something you would feel bad about, no fear of having to measure up to standards others impose on you

im trying to live in the present or i will loose a lot of things. -That's Goood..

It was a long journey on the train..

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Politics in Msia, probably even before 1988, is not about what's right and wrong, but its about to walk in the corridor of power.

U can lay all your ideologies n agenda, but the truth is, its all about holding the power. UMNO is the winning political party due to the genius of their leaders before.

Long time ago, i heard that PAS would dissolve itself if UMNO is to apply Islamic principales in its governance.

Why is this?

the phrase "Politics is dirty" is true as any true fact can be, especially in UMNO. But it doesnt say that politics is a wrong thing. Sure its dirty, but who said anything about it being the wrong thing u might want to get urself into?

In UMNO, no matter u came with an honest vision to bring prosperity to the country, u have to get ur hand dirty to be on the top.
Thats just the way it is. Politics is dirty.

So what if u're a religious person, and u see bad administration is at work. u want to change things but nobody listen to u, atleast not the ones at the top. U want to go to the top urself and make some real changes but with the rules of the controlling party which u need to get ur hand dirty first, u cant. Plus, in UMNO, if u disagree with the leader or act indifferently from their hard core culture, u'll never get the green light to go up and risked of getting kicked out, so u have to endured silent and just-obey till u get d position u want (like the great attempt by Anwar). When there is a group of people in this condition, u have yourself; PAS.

But does it make PAS a real political party? Do they have what it takes to really governing our country and ensure its economical stability as well as other prospects? Atleast it started with the question of right and wrong, i dont think they were really contesting to grab the power but merely wanting their voice to be heard. If not why make such a statement about dissolving if UMNO is to follow what they want? but like i said, if i have to guess, i'ld say political condition being just about to held the controlling power started in 1988 when the new UMNO was borned. This new UMNO came by misleading people into thinking they are the same party that help this country to achieve its independance. Their general assembly banner dated back even before it was founded, until now, is a lie and by law, it is a crime. Argue as u may, the real reason of giving the same name is to gain people support, no matter if its a bit of lying. Thus showing their real agenda..

PKR wont even emerge if not because of Anwar, so what is his agenda?
Again he played the 'what's right and wrong' cards. But he was more brutal, his attention was clear, to topple the dominance. Promising a better tomorrow, he was sincere in showing his true agenda which is again; to held the power..

U have to held the governing power in order to do whats right n deleting whats wrong. That is so comical.

U can do what is right in your mind no matter who u r. If u are honest with yourself and really want to uphold righteousness, people will give the respect and the support u need. U may not end up at the highest peak in the political hierarchy, but your true intention will inspire more people in a good way than those with high political title. In long run, you'll be a legend.

Politics in Msia is not about doing what is right n preventing what is wrong, it is about holding the power. One single word, Power.

my own reflection

On a normal morning, i'll take a half hour train, a 10 minute bus and 20mins walking.
Same thing when i go back except i dont have to walk that long but more waiting time and on the train ride the windows become mirror-like because of the darkness outside. So i have a good long time looking at myself through out the journey. What i want to point out is tht, the eyes reflected back, are a very empty pair of eyes. Why and for how long..

stage 2

He who complained about me yesterday,
need my help today.

What an irony..

Gosh, i need to get some kick on my life now. dont know when tht'll happen.
i know i have to start now, but gosh.. this body is so damn heavy..

Imam Abu Hamid Al-Ghazali:

"And whoever praised [to Allah] to lengthen their lives is actually desiring that Allah be disobeyed in his land."

Hoiyo.. Do u realize how big this is? Can i argue about this? With some people maybe..

in becoming Adely

My name is Adely Kassim n im going through a period which i called 'Adelization'.

Im living in my friend's place,
no beloved pc,
no beloved Resident Evil 5,
no awesome rapidshare with it's awesome forums,
no spending late night watching pc's skrin.

i wear the same shirt n pants since Monday. im not so proud of it, but its in the rule of this crucial period.

For the first time since i arrived in Metz, i'ld rather be outside than inside the room where im currently living.

i sleep on the floor, i stop cooking, kebab which i'ld try to avoid as much as possible is now my daily consumption.

The comfort of a personal living space has been taken away.

Everything that i took for granted all this time feed my senses no more.

Like i said, this is a crucial part of 'Adelizing' myself.

n i dont know when it will end.

Engineers

Scientist discover what there is, but

Engineers create what never was

old folks home

what is old folks home?

it luks like a place where ppl do nothing n wait for death.

Alfred Nobel

Alfed Nobel himself in trying to sum up his life in one terse sentence wrote: "I am a misanthrope and yet utterly benevolent, have more than one screw loose, yet am a super-idealist who digests philosophy more efficiently than food."

Riba

Prophet Muhammad declared war on riba’ (usury). Riba’ basically means making money from no effort of your own. And, according to Sheikh Imran Hossein, there are 80 levels of riba’, corruption being one of them (since corruption involves making money in a dishonest manner and from no effort of your own).

how long

I was born on a Saturday and since my birthday...
I've been living for 23 years
I've been living for 283 months
I've been living for 1,232 weeks
I've been living for 8,625 days
I've been living for 207,015 hours
I've been living for 12,420,901 minutes
I've been living for 745,254,109 seconds

Stage

oh hoi,
it has been a cheerful day at work,
it has also been 3 weeks since i started my internship.

it started with me being so afraid of the challenges, then as i learn n learn throughout these weeks, now, im just eager to solve the problem.

For instance, today; i have achieved something :D

im so not in the mood to explain what my work is about, so i just skip to what i've done today.

Before, it was all about understanding the problem, people keep asking what i've done, but i cant really give them a satisfied answer.

Today, a colleague ask me a favor, n i've done it.

i dont know how to use visual basic before coz i only learnt access (n a bit of visual basic in the access ofcoz but it was just about copying the text written on the board) in my uni.

But today, i manage to improve the interface program and make it easier for my colleague to extract the information in it. Imagine that, visual basic, something i never even put my thought on or study before, n now i have done something to the company.. =)

it felt good.
my real task takes ofcoz a more complicated solution.
i need time to investigate a lot of stuff as the error can occur at any level of the system n there r a lot of errors.
On top of that, i need a spy computer which i cant take as i please coz a lot of people need it too, n even to go to take it, i need my godfather who has the access to the room to accompany me.
oh wait, thats not enough, i also sometimes need a technician next to me, like for instance today, i need a technician near me as i want to change the cable connected because they have to stop the production line n there is a possibility of reinitialization of the automate. An experienced technician is needed coz anything can go wrong.
but.. he was absent..
It could be for any reason, absent, busy with other stuff (which happens a lot), these stuff makes u unable to continue with your work.

So, it has to be tomorrow.. we'll see..

in the end, i need these clear target missions to make me happy n energetic, coz i can easily understand them n make sum people satisfied. In other words, i need some small accomplishment in these long n tiresome path.

Some photos:






This is where i used to relax coz out side is too cold n also when im too damn sleepy n need some break during Ramadhan.


im taking the train everyday, including a bus to go to my work place


My office, (the one on the far left)

Some videos inside the factory:

the girl at the ticket kaunter..

i saw a girl today, she works at the ticket kaunter of GSC Sunway in seb. perai. Ofcourse i was to shy to say anythin relevant to her.. i was with my 2 other friends to watch the movie UP. We went at the kaunter, bought 4 tickets, then off we go. But i did say her name out loud coz of its uniqueness.. "Bella" with a smile, i left. And the story ends there... what a day. Now i'll never see her again coz im leaving for France this Sunday.

Royal la sgt..

I went to Royal Perak Golf Club yesterday.
We had a free evening, my brother in law is a member, so my sis sent me n my little niece over there to enjoy the new awaited swimming pool.

First of all, i wasnt wearing the right pants, only tight or underwear-like pants r allowed, like the swimming pool i went to in France. i was wearing a beach pants..

but the Indian guy was kind and he let this first timer rule breaker to jump into the pool n to avoid the manager's radar at all time. Which means i cant really move freely n to remain in the water if an old chinese guy who is the manager of that place, passes by. Which he did by the way..

When i was enjoying my little swimming with my niece, i notice some chinese doing some 'kuak lentang'.
As time passes by, more Chinese arrived, and when it reached 6pm, the place (pool, gym, etc2) was fulled with Chinese.

Everywhere there's only Chinese. There were only few malays who passed by just to look around then went away.

What i dont understand is, this is a "Royal" club,
and in a royal standard place, which i think is the highest standard in Msia, it is fulled with Chinese?

im not being racist, but where are the Malays??
dude come on, this is a royal place, shouldnt it be fulled with Malays??
My sis said tht if they were to lower the membership monthly fee, there'ld be malays.
I found that to be an insult.
My bro in law said that, in the weekends, there r lots of Malay.
I hope tht's true, and that makes me pretty satisfied.
i guess Malays r busier to even care about swimming n get their body in shape rather than the Chinese. they only get their free time during the weekends.
Well, hope its true..

One thing, the "game room" with a picture of a clown on the signboard, which i asked the guard over there what type of a game they have to let my niece play a bit, is a place to gamble.

In general, countries that do not persecute marchers are prosperous or are improving from their previous state of affairs, and those that do are declining.


More and more people realise that peaceful assemblies are no threat at all to the security of the nation, although they are a threat to the security of tenure of the ruling elite.


Politicians do not mean it when they say with a straight face or a smile that they are the servants and that the people are the masters. No servant would treat his master with tear gas, batons and handcuffs. 

Summer

Hari ini sudah masuk 25 hari aku di Malaysia. Apa yg aku sudah buat?

1. Wayang dgn Nadiah
   
2. Jumpa Khalis, Jazz, Munir, Zulfaiz, Sarah, Syazwin, Najwa, Azzah, Fashihah, Aliff, Zul, Afiq, Fadhil, Hashim, Mudzakir, Simren, Kugha
   
3. Jumpa family kaksu, abg Nan, abg Chik, kakak.
   
4. Gi kolam Air Panas di Kedah
5. Gi Lost World of Tambun
6. Jalan2 di KLCC dn Midvalley
7. Jalan2 di Putrajaya
   
8. Gi MFI
   
9. Tgk Ice Age 3
10. cheesecake d secret recipe - byk kali =)
    
11. Karaoke
12. Konsert di khalayak ramai
    
13. Beli jam tangan, at last! ^_^
14. Lawat 24 tapak Warisan Dunia UNESCO di Georgetown.
15. Drive a my-vi (1.0 manual) from my house in butterworth to kl with top speed of 125km/h. (it has been two years since i got my p lisence n didnt do any real drive since then, or before i was attending the driving classes.. in other words, just one month of learning, then 2 years of nothing. so this is sumthin worth writing about in my blog ^_^)
16. Improve my swimming
17. Hang out with Aliff
18. Got my first summon
19. Got my first accident.
20. Played paintball
21. Teroka Pasar Seni
22. Hard Rock Cafe KL
23. Went to the 3rd student summit
24. Pangkor trip!! ^_^ (Snorkeling, jungle trekkin, enjoyin the sunset by the beach with coconut juice and gula melaka!, had a fried march mallow with our fire facing the beach)
    

Benda2 yg aku nk buat

1. Gi SMKDOB
2. Ucapan sikit
   
3. K
4. Top Secret Mission
   

Summer dh habis...

NOT OLD

i went to my gud old fren's house today.
One of the interest that we shared together was breakdance.
i lamented to him how i've gotten more tired then i was before in these las few weeks.
And he delivered a phrase that makes my heart nearly cry.
he told me that i've gotten old.

i dont think i can be considered as old.
i just havnt exercice in a long time, that's all.
once i start again my exercice routine, i'll get back on my feet like the old days.

Criterias that should work together.

Dreamer -> Realist -> Criticizer

Try to find different places for each person.

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sum words..

the majority of life forms on Earth is still awaiting scientific recognition

Hear ye! Hear ye!

Our reporter has just received this good news.


We only have 5 WEEKS left to study!


WOOHOO!!! CHEERSS!! ABAKADABRAAA!!!


i thought its 6 weeks more, but the cake turns out to be sweeter.


Now if i could just score for the rest of the exams, i dont need to worry about the retarded rattrapage and all.
YEEHHAAA!!


this elavate my spirit meter a lot.


Alas, my 3rd year here is coming to its end...


TRAVELING, HERE I COME!!

Rileks, it's not over till the fat lady sings.

to date about 20% of Peninsular Malaysia's gas demand is met by import sources.

 ARRGGHH!!! PLEASE SUMBODY TELL ME ITS NOT TRUE!!!

My dream has met its first bump...


But, ahah! (after more research..)

Malaysia is a significant net exporter of natural gas, primarily in the form of liquefied natural gas (LNG). In 2005, Malaysia exported just over 1 Tcf of LNG, mostly to Japan, South Korea, and Taiwan.

This is now a bit confusing.. oh well..

i think this is because of the same reason with oil..

hello..

woow, its been awhile since i wrote sumthin here. wats d point of having a blog when u dun write stuff in it right?
Well, i have my reasons.

One of them being a bit busy with exams and project before. And during holiday, (started last Friday) i was busy enjoying my free time. i didnt go to any far place, just in this warm cozy studio of mine.
As u can see here, a glimpse from a tiny amount of events witness by my eyes from the start of this long awaited holiday.

Yeah, its St Andreas n i was looking for the 100 gang tags n tht is the location map on my pc. i know ppl play gta4 now, but i dunt even have ps3 n i never played st Andreas coz of lack of certain qualities in my laptop. Infact, this ps2 is not even mine, including all of its games ( i have to mention the games coz it cost sumthin here, unlike in Msia). There r my seniors, who's also my neighbour.

He doesnt play his ps anymore so he gave it to me. i didnt took it before coz i dunt have a proper tv. i just bought the flat screen above. my old tv wont even let me to search for channels, let alone to choose the mode AV. It was a hotel tv. bought it when i first arrived here.

Anywho, now i can watch BBC again n enjoy movies on a bigger n better screen. Gosh my studios est parfait.

There's another reason y its been while since i wrote in my blog, n this is the real reason for this entry.

i don't think im calibre enough to write something for other people, not now.

i found myself, unqualified, to share my thoughts.

Well, maybe after my petit voyage this friday, i'll know what to put here. Till then, gudluck u guys on what ever you people r up to these days.

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G-20 not happy with Malaysia

My arrival at the lect hall last friday was welcomed by a news from my french colleague about G20 is mad about Malaysia for breaking a law. i didnt know what to say since i've been so busy this past few days tht i didnt update myself on the latest news. i thanked him for enlighten me and i found tht he was right.

G-20 leaders blacklist Malaysia as one of 4 tax havens

LONDON: Four nations were blacklisted as uncooperative tax havens after G-20 leaders declared the age of banking secrecy was over and said they would no longer tolerate shady havens draining away badly needed tax revenue.
At the request of the Group of 20 summit of rich and developing nations, the Organization for Economic Cooperation and Development named the Philippines, Uruguay, Costa Rica and the Malaysian territory of Labuan as the worst offenders, saying they had refused to adopt new rules on financial openness.
Leaders also said Thursday that nations that refuse to exchange tax information could in the future face tough sanctions - including the withdrawal of financing by the World Bank or International Monetary Fund.
"The time of banking secrecy has passed," French President Nicholas Sarkozy said following the summit. "Everyone around the table wants an end to tax havens. Everyone knows we need sanctions."
The announcement reflects mounting concern that banking secrecy in tax havens has helped to worsen the economic crisis by disguising the true value of some global assets.
Anti-poverty activists say such places provide corrupt officials places to stash illicit funds, often depriving poor nations of needed resources.
The OECD has divided countries into three categories: those who comply with rules on sharing tax information, those who say they will but have yet to act and nations which have not yet agreed to change banking secrecy practices.
Switzerland and Liechtenstein, which both have strong banking secrecy traditions, said last month they would adopt international rules on tax cooperation and were ready to comply with G-20 demands.
Liechtenstein, Switzerland's tiny Alpine neighbor, said it has already met with British officials to prepare for the new standards. Monaco said earlier that it would be more transparent with foreign tax authorities.
In return they were spared the fate of being blacklisted but were left in a gray area of countries that still have to implement their commitment to accept new information-exchange standards. China supported the blacklisting, but would not agree to have two territories, Hong Kong and Macau, classified as uncooperative tax havens.
Potential sanctions for transgressors include extra audits of those who use tax havens and curbs on tax deductions claimed by businesses using the territories.
In their communique, leaders said they may consider further penalties in their bilateral relations with tax haven territories. German Chancellor Angela Merkel said Brown and President Barack Obama played a key role in pushing for a crackdown on tax havens.
At least 35 offshore tax havens, from Britain's Channel Islands to the Cayman Islands in the Caribbean, are under increasing pressure to provide more information to international authorities to prevent people from evading taxes or hiding income by shifting money to such places.
Stephen Timms, financial secretary to the British Treasury, said a culture of banking secrecy had worsened global economic problems.
"That lack of transparency - that opaqueness - has contributed to the severity of the problems we are seeing in the world economy at the moment," he said. - AP

source: theStar

According to him..

My lect said that an engineer works 20hrs a day.
When i heard this, i was like, "He wants us to be super engineer??"
Flew off with a superman style once graduated... (as pictured in my head)

Idou

 WOOHOO!!

its better that u dont know.

One of the things that i have come to learn living here is that,
sometimes, it's better that you don't understand what people are saying about/to you.

 

taken during recess

quote

What does not destroy me, makes me stronger.

Just hope i wont be destroyed..

 

taken during an afternoon walk

The Dark PriZe.

Finally! After 7 months (if im not mistaken..) of waiting! It finally landed inside Metz's Virgin's store!
i didnt buy it on the internet, didnt download the dvdrip version of it and deny the lust to took it from friend's pc.
It bought my heart when it feeds my 2 senses in Aix's cinema last summer, since then, i knew,
i would only see it again on a dvd i'll soon buy in France.
Its the only way for me to honor such an incredible work of art.

Months after months of relentless waiting..
and i had almost given up a few times..

But ca vaut le coup.
And perfect timing too, just after i finish my exam,
the only regret is i have given back the big tv to my senior.
i didnt want to buy the dvd on the net, not just bcoz of the high transportation cost, but i want it 2 b d first dvd i ever bought in France.
Well, tht didnt came true coz after my friend seduce me to buy 3 dvds a few weeks ago which cost only 5euros each..
Anyway, this one cost me like 25euros and it came with a tshirt(which im wearing right now!) with an additional cost of 1euro.

the feeling of getting sumthin u have been waiting for for a very long time..
totally worth it.

Probably his last article.

i pray that Raja Petra will not be ISAed.
i have followed his articles since mid of 2007.
i never met him in person, but through his articles, he has come so close to my heart.
He enlightens me and change my perspective on certain matter.
i hate myself for not being able to be as good as him.
He was and will forever be my mentor, my great unsung hero.


taken from the latest article:

"I was given an option. Take the money and become rich or go to jail. I refused the money and instead chose jail. This is my choice and no one can convince me to do otherwise. No doubt I will have to pay for this and it will be a heavy price that I shall have to pay. But this is the price of the struggle and the price does not come cheap."

"I shall not submit. I shall resist till the end. I stand on right and I oppose what is wrong. Amar makruf, nahi munkar."

"I shall no longer open my mouth or utter one word during my detention. I shall maintain the silence of a mute person. I shall not sign any documents of the so many documents that they make you sign when under detention. My signature is not going to be placed on a single shred of paper.

By doing so would mean none of my family members or lawyers would have access to me. Yes, that is the price I shall pay for ‘not cooperating’. I know this and I am prepared for it.

I shall refuse all medical treatment and visits to the hospital. I shall refuse to accept any food and water supplied by the Kamunting authorities. I shall refuse to leave my cell or to meet any of the prison authorities. In short, I shall shut myself out from the world and keep to my own world of my eight feet square cell.

This action will mean I shall survive at the most seven to eight days."

"Death is not the end. Death is but the beginning. It is the beginning of a new journey that none of us can escape and will one day embark upon. It is not something to be sad about. It is something to rejoice."

Total Surprise!

today is just awesome.

My friends gave me a surprise birthday party.

i never had one.
infact i cnt remember the last time there was a birthday party,except during my childhood, lol!

i received a lot of wishes from my friends in Malaysia n France n my brit friends here gave me a card.

things r getting better in my life ^_^

Holiday has come to its death.

i just need more time..


but time is moving at its own pace..


i drank redbull,
have inserted more caffeine in my blood stream,
still..




i need to be in control..


For now,
i have 4works tht i need to finish.


i just need to put them all on my table,


and make myself believe that im like John Nash, a genius.


i think i can do tht.

a Bug.

thanks to my friend Habib who had alerted me,
there's a bug for leaving a comment. damn it..
i never tested it before. (well, i never thought of leaving a comment to my own post...)
Well, now its fix.

Thanks Habib for informing it.

Why Sultan, Why?

Sultan Perak,
i dunt c how he can b bought.

but base on his decision, it kind of looks like he's desperate and has to bow down to BN.

What did Najib said to him?
They didnt gain majority in Perak, the number of Adun is 28-28.
So, why Sultan made such a decision??

WHY??

i sure hope its not about money,
bcoz rakyat is in rage now..

funny to c tht when PR took over Perak, first time a party other than the BN took power over that state, the sworn in went smoothly, but now tht BN comes back, there were huge protest by few thousand ppl which were fought by tear gases from the police.
Kind of like when Bush went into power where he were celebrated with ppl unsatisfied with his winning.
The emotion of the ppl r so clear here.

Is this how BN wants to come back in power?

Y the Sultan dont want to let the PR MB to dissolve the state assembly and let the ppl decide.
Power to the people right?
Why wont he let it??!

This is sumthin tht i dont think i would ever understand,
and i believe it has sumthin to do with what Najib said during his little 'visit' to the Sultan.

oh ya, i just watch bulletin utama at tv3.com.
OH MY GOD...

ITS LIKE UTUSAN JUNIOR.

BN is seriously desperate now.
They're using any power and manner possible to make sure their power stability.

Its too obvious. they r no more playing it nice (well, atleast not like now..),
they're going full steam ahead to make sure PR's not the ppl's favor anymore.
to think tht PAS can only use Harakah for their manifesto long time ago, and were harshly condemned by UMNO for its purpose.. but now..

With all the things that have been happening, its just too OBVIOUS.
Desperate UMNO trying desperately to postpone their inevitable death.

Mind u, a minister came to the south of France (which i think using government's money coz he visits the students) along with his family, made a big speech about how student shouldnt go againt UMNO. WAT THE??
Use ppl's money, for their own propaganda.
the whole family trip, just to tell student not to have different opinion than theirs, which r base on having a stable power.

i urge any body who's reading this, not to base your judgement on Msia's politic through the mainstream media anymore.

Our pillar

The pillar that we build needs to be strong.

Also, admit our mistake and be stern about it.

Remember this

My stepmother once said, "we live for others."
At that time, i was so disagree with her, but i kept my mouth shut.

A couple of years ago, i realize how this is true.
but, sometimes, human forgets which let to selfishness.

what we feel is not important, what people that we care feel does, even with the one that we think he/she would care.

We try to make ppl around happy,
but, with ppl that we think they'ld understand us, we tend to forget about tht and end up being selfish with them.

That is a mistake.
no one is excluded. we have to keep whatever there is inside, and always think of how to help those people that we care.


I learn stuff through the hard way.

The best Promotional video.

I was going through the Apple's website when i found this.

I really love this video. its the first promotional video i've ever seen which they show the machining processes.

Their concept, their way of explaining their product is admiring.

And most of all, they use the mechanical terms.
Usually this type of video, only shown by my lecturer to regain our attention which i always wonder where he got those boring videos from..

This one is totally impressive and inspiring.

Oh yea, i've just finished editing this 2009's blog.
this is like d longest time i've ever spent for a blog's template. (A few hours)

Usually, i just choose one on d net and did a few html editing,
but for this one, oh boy, after studying the original html, i've learned a lot and i think i've become quite good with this stuff.


i feel that this year, i want to do more to my blog and really personalize it, so i've changed most of the feature. To see the comparison, here's a small photo of the original template:

Now i just need to get my eyes away from this screen and start studying for the coming exam.

That usual bus stop

i quicken my pace towards the bus stop to reach my home as fast as i can, i know its kind of useless coz i still have to wait for the bus, but the feeling of coming back home, it brought me joy and lighten my body.


But then i stopped, and it occurred to me.


My friend has gone back to his place.


My home, is back to the way it was..
Why am i in such a hurry?
That density in the air, is just the way as it was before...


My feet got back to their old rhythm.

Hooaaa...

Tokyo, 22 January 2009: A mock intruder, tangled in a net that was launched by the remote-controlled security robot T-34, lies on the floor while posing beside the robot during a photo opportunity in Tokyo January 21, 2009. T-34 users can see live images from the robot's camera and control the robot using a mobile phone. The robot, which has sensors that react to body heat and sound, can launch a net against an intruder by remote-control during its surveillance. REUTERs

"No intention of killing Altantuya, says Azilah"

Thts the title of one of the news in Sun2surf.
Here's what i've got to say.


No intention..?
She was blown up by a C4!


No intention???
A C4!


How can a C4, not killing her???


Tht's not like a knife where u can say tht u were just joyfully playing around with and accidentally stabbed her.


Tht's like America bombing Hiroshima and Nagasaki with 2 atomic bombs with no intention of harming the people.


It is a bomb where u need to ignite after getting your bloody ass as far from it as u can.


What type of a judge can accept that??!!
And how stupid does she think we are??


This is just too RIDICULOUS.

Breakthrough in dengue fever

MELBOURNE (Jan 2, 2009):  Australian researchers have made a breakthrough that could curb the spread of the mosquito-borne dengue fever virus.

Scientists from the University of Queensland said they had proven that they could limit the lifespan of the Aedes aegypti, which spreads the disease.

In a paper published in the prestigious international journal, Science, the researchers said they could halve the insects' lifespan by infecting them with a bacterium that is harmless to humans and other animals.

The breakthrough could dramatically curtail the insects' potential to spread the disease because only older mosquitoes can transmit it to humans, Brisbane's Courier Mail newspaper reported.

PhD student Conor McMeniman, who carried out the research, used super-fine needles to manually inject 10,000 mosquito embryos with the bacterium, then encouraged the surviving mosquitoes to feed on his own blood.
 
"We ended up having to inject thousands of embryos to achieve success, but it was well and truly worth it in the end," he was quoted as saying.

Professor Scott O'Neill, head of the university's School of Biological Sciences, said researchers would now conduct field experiments in northern Queensland.

"If that proves successful, we hope to deploy this new dengue control measure in other parts of Australia, as well as Thailand and Vietnam," Professor O'Neill said.

There is no vaccine or cure for dengue fever. It harms up to 100 million people and kills more than 20,000 every year.  -- BERNAMA 
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Manually inject 10 000 mosquitoes?! how is tht even humanly possible?? Manually means using robot hands isnt?? Or the mosquitoes in Australia is weirdly big. Anyway, i really wanna see the procedure they use to do this.