in becoming Adely

My name is Adely Kassim n im going through a period which i called 'Adelization'.

Im living in my friend's place,
no beloved pc,
no beloved Resident Evil 5,
no awesome rapidshare with it's awesome forums,
no spending late night watching pc's skrin.

i wear the same shirt n pants since Monday. im not so proud of it, but its in the rule of this crucial period.

For the first time since i arrived in Metz, i'ld rather be outside than inside the room where im currently living.

i sleep on the floor, i stop cooking, kebab which i'ld try to avoid as much as possible is now my daily consumption.

The comfort of a personal living space has been taken away.

Everything that i took for granted all this time feed my senses no more.

Like i said, this is a crucial part of 'Adelizing' myself.

n i dont know when it will end.